The pain inside

I wonder if I'll ever find.
A love that is truly mine.

I can see it spiral out of control.
Continuing to push to the threshold.
There's only so much someone can take.
This is it. This is my fate.

For my sins I shall suffer.
I only pretend my skin gets tougher.
But deep down I'm fading away.
I don't know how long I can stay

I go to sleep. And time rewinds.
To a much better time.
You cannot hurt me while I sleep.
I think it's time to take the leap.

I continue to wish for something better.
As I type these lonely little letters.
I try so hard. But always seem to fail.
Is this the end to our fairy tale?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

We always fight. Each and every night. I wish it will go away. It never does.

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Irockpoker's picture

I couldn't imagine your

I couldn't imagine your fights... I don't know why two people can get treated the same on opposite ends of the world. If I was a fortune cookie I'd tell you "everything's going to be ok" :)


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lillycheer12345's picture

I appreciate your kind words.

I appreciate your kind words. I don't know why I put up with things but I think you can relate.