Sometimes my life means nothing.
Sometimes I’m scared to die.
Sometimes I fell I’m drowning.
Sometimes I think I’m flying.
Sometimes I hate the world.
Sometimes the world hates me.
Sometimes there’s not a thing to live for.
Sometimes I’m so happy I could cry.
Sometimes I think I’m crazy.
Sometimes—actually, scratch that.
I know I’m crazy.
Sometimes I do the stupidest shit.
Sometimes I try hard to do what’s right.
Sometimes I show no fear.
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep at night.
Sometimes I believe I’m hopeless.
Sometimes I know I can survive.
Sometimes I wonder if it’s worth it.
Sometimes I want to rule the world.
Sometimes I want to hurt myself.
Sometimes I want to breathe.
Sometimes I wish my luck would change.
Sometimes nothing is as it seems.
Sometimes I close my eyes and wait.
Sometimes I breathe in and live.
Sometimes I feel I’m hollow inside.
Sometimes there’s nothing I wouldn’t give.
There are times I want to die and there are times I want to stay.
But at all times you’re there for me and for that…
I thank you.