Dear Father...

To the father I never knew...I love you for being part of my 

creation, an erection that tames women with vibrations,

no longer exhaling but gasping for air...exactly the way you

treated women! exactly the way you played with my mother's 

heart!!

To the father I never knew...I hate that my smooth operating 

persona towards women is a genetically inherited bias trait

shadowing you-- fun and games at first, now that I'm older my

heart feels colder from the lack of pure love and overflow of 

lust...I must trust my mother's genes, that I could be a family 

loving person, like she is. Nowadays, I womanize but it's 

worthless...I long for a family!

To the father whom's name I was given---FUCK YOU! 

for playing with my mother's emotions, for casting the pain 

that was felt in our home for years, the pictures I saw of you

with your head cut-out show the pain of a women scorned and

a shattered heart.

In my youth I dwelled on the thought of searching for you, to see 

the face of the man I was becoming, yet, never wanted to be! 

Then I realize the evil of your deceit...you were married when 

you met my mother! What an ASSHOLE!! and for this only GOD

can forgive you!

I've questioned my actions in life, especially when it comes to loving

and appreciating love, I've doubted my heart to be able to embrace 

a women's heart without granter, even though, a part of you is me,

I won't become YOU!

The fact is half of me was created by a deceitful heart, my mother's 

loving heart is greater, rejecting deceit from flowing naturally through

my veins. 

I thank GOD for my father, a real man! My pain made me feel like a 

bastard at times, now I feel blessed to have him in my life...

To the father I never knew, I don't want to know you! If you're alive I 

wish you well, if your dead, may GOD have mercy upon your soul.

To all the dead beat father's in the world, I pray KARMA hovers over

you like a dark cloud in a stormy weather!!!

"Any man can pull his cock out and plant seeds, a real man will stand

next to his fruits and water them as they grow"--

Dear Father...Thank you!!! 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I am whom I am because of you, because of you I won't be whom you are or were!

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The emotion derived from

The emotion derived from these phrases are of invincible power.
when I read

"Any man can pull his cock out and plant seeds, a real man will stand

next to his fruits and water them as they grow"--

I literally gasped. I am left speechless by this line. It is a line that simple stands on the highest peek with a resolve of godlike proportion, one that I simply will remember for eternity, this is an amazing piece of literature.


 

Ascesa e rialzarsi fino a quando gli agnelli diventano leoni

Rise and Rise again until Lambs become lions