12/23/01
hanging on
this target of doom
looming beacon of light
from the gloom
greeting me
like the friend it pretends
to be and is not
oh that i break free from it's grasp
dare i cast away this friend
who has ever been with me
from the beginning
of whatever time i have now
lo if i soon shall pass
this friend shall remain
some small legacy to my life
ah... there was his crutch
they shall say... his downfall
casting their dispersions
but what other legacy
shall i have
stepping out on my own
and then passing...
shall leave me with naught
oh look! they'll say then...
he is gone.
but where are his chains
what a shame
he left nothing behind
oh that........... what was his name?
i don't recall...
but had that crutch just remained
they would remember it all
but why shall i care
it won't matter when the life
has gone from my breast
soon enough that friend shall desert me
like all the rest
but this one is silent
waiting, for me
looming
do i dare to leave you dear friend
do i dare
to turn off that switch
that binds us
do i have the courage
to live every moment for my own
i shall give this question my time
all my time from now on
perhaps, my friend
if we could just chat for a while
you can help me to decide
what to do with you
and i'm just a bit lonely
all the rest of them left me
oh crutch
i hope you won't do that to me
I my friend...however..will never leave or forget you. John, you touch people more than you know.Your poem can teach us all a lesson. We all have a crutch in life, we cling to something for comfort and there is nothing wrong with that,as long as we don't lose focus on the real picture, and the crutch does not take us over.. love, your friend forever......Kim