If I wanted it back, I'd take it
If I couldn't handle it, I'd simply break it
If I had the choice, I'd forget it
If I loved like I said, I'd pretend it
If I called you names, I'm sorry
If I hurt you, I am wrong
If I am stupid, that is why I sit here
All alone
If I forget you, I'd be dead
If I remember, then I forget
If I swollow, then I choke
If I drink, I won't wake up
If I fall behind, just leave me
If I am wrong, please tell me
If I am hurtful, that is why I sit here
All alone
If I am angry, that's why I write here
All alone
I can't begin to forgive myself
For every friend that I let down
All the people in this town
Everyone I pulled to the ground
I am sorry for even breathing
Even more for simply speaking
If I am lonely, that's why I sit here
All alone
If I am broke, that's why I sit here
All alone
If I am no longer a feeling to you
That's why I feel the way I do
If I am stupid, that's why I sit here
All alone
If I am crazy, that's why I write this
All alone
I am stupid, I am lonely, I am...
All alone
and now maybe i'll critique on the poem...lol...i feaking loved it...it could be the saddest song ever
i dont understand how you hurt everyone? your heart is so big joel, if you are all alone its because everyone is blind and scared and stupid. your wonderful joel i can speak from experience...so much experience. if i could be half the person you were i would have so much more going for me. keep your head up...your going places, you are.