Though this life sometimes
seems so fake at times
We all enjoy our lives
The best we know we can
I try not to fret
Try not to regret
Try not to show how it is I'm really feeling inside.
Never have I felt so naked
Standing fully clothed
For you know my everything
All except this feeling of hurt
This feeling of not knowing why
For I take it just the same
To see my face you will see a hollow pain
Look into my eyes and tell me
That you think I am better off without you
It just doesnt work that way
So as for today
I'll let you slip away
Not because I want to
But rather because you told me to
I just wanna cry
I think I'm gonna cry
Under muffled sobs of loneliness
All under a hollow face for you
Never give up. That is always to be our motto. Joel, i cannot wait for this next year to come around and to see how much i take it in with all i have learned from you. I am truly a new person...all for the better. I love life, and want to live love...and i do and can. I have hope, faith, and determination. I wont give up. I cant give up. Cuz giving up would be letting you down. And i hold you so high i would never do that to you. You are my one motivation to strive on and love and live and be on and on. So give up? Never!