I loved you then. Now you are far away,
a woman---but not long ago a girl.
The dire events of this, my darkest day,
surround me like a storming, hailing whirl
of shadows. Reimbursed by my own guile,
my self-spun web of wrong, I cringe in fear:
so far gone that the thought of your shy smile
brings me no comfort. Nothing can. Not here.
Not now. Thank God you are in Galilee;
and what we had, safe in your memory.
I have no future, and I cannot cope
with past or present now. Please think of me
sometimes. I loved you, then. And Him. My hope
is gone. What I have left is just this rope.
Starward
[jlc]
You're beautiful in mind! (for that's all I see ofyou, is beauty)