+ 2ND POEMS: Marius Loves Mariah, 1

Far from the city, Christ's redemptive love

becomes, with our affections set above,

shelter from Rome's conflicts, in time and space:

and like your comforting, gentle embrace,

safe and inviting, full of poetry;

uncompromising to the outer world.

There, lust takes all.  But here, a chaste desire

(only) is necessary to inspire

passion or verses---both of them unfurled,

unshackled, from some ancient expectation

(or, worse, defiled by churlish degradation).

Love is more than a sodomite's quagmire,

more than distraction, politics, and strife.

Love is the cause, and the effect, of life.

From Rome, they write.  My father, Senator

(and, lately, crony of the Emperor),

declared me disinherited:  a cur,

a twist of fate, a badly botched abortion,

dishonor to his family, his worst shame;

no son of his, unworthy of his name;

unfit even to be a stable slave.

Such is the loud oration that he gave.

"Let foreign poverty become his portion,"

he said, "not my estate; no; none of mine."

A fine speech, crafted well:  that closing line

was meant as final warning, an extortion---

choose this, lose that.  I will not choose loss of

my faith, or this small manor, or your love.

A poet, more comfortable with any book

than people, until now; an outward look

not quite the human, that concealed a heart

too needy to express: I kept apart,

until you reached out.  You, curvaceously---

this must be put precisely---beautiful,

walked along a rural road toward me.

I did not know, then, that a miracle

had come upon me when you spoke of Christ.

Your testimony utterly sufficed

to lead me to the faith that makes me whole.

And now your presence is a poetry---

quick eyes, shy smile, wild hair, soft curves, bare feet:

you are my Muse, you make my poems complete.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

The speaker's name, Marius, was inspired by Walter Pater's novel, "Marius The Epicurean."  The full title itself was inspired by Wallace Stevens' poem (in his collection, Opus Posthumous) "Red Loves Kit."  That poem is part of a sequence of three; hence, in homage to the great poet, I have thus constructed my poem here.  The setting was inspired by Pater's description, in that novel, of the house and estate of the Cecili, who were early Christians.  The title of the poem came to me on a summer day, of 1993, as I stood in our front yard (I do not know why I remember the setting of that inspiration, but I do); but the poem was not begun, or completed, until the summer of 2000.  Since October of 1975, I had wanted to write a love poem set in the early Christian period.

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Wilted Flower's picture

I love the fact that he finds two loves at once. One in his faith and one in the woman who inspires him so. That, I believe, is the greatest gift anyone could ever find, and it is such a pleasure to be able to read something so touching and inspiring. Thank you!

Dale Clark's picture

This is very beautiful and I think some
people have misconceptions about
love and spirituality. You've inspired
with this wonderful verse. Thanks also
for the kind review you gave me.
Take Care
CJ (Dale)

Nicole Reese's picture

Very nice Jere. I like it :)

Judy Costea's picture

Jere,
What a beautiful piece, I love the way you wrote this, how you brought in the love along with early christian period,
I love the part: (Love is the cause, and the effect, of life) How true this is... and then went on to say ( I will not choose loss of my faith, and Antinoch, and your sweet love).How beautiful. I have really enjoyed this beautiful poem..
Thanks for directing me here.
Peace and Love
Judy