I'm down ten feet below
Drowning in just one blow
Feels like I have been cut
Fooled myself just too much
I scratch thoughts I always knew
So I'm all alone so soon
I think life is like that
Knowing this makes me sad
Here I was again giving all I had
Sometimes I knew I was trying so hard
Diverting all the attention
Until I'd go to detention
God, I always end up alone
Nothing's glaring at my phone
I tried a million times
They never turned out nice
As hopeful as I could get
So, I am lonesome in my bed
Crumbled like a paper mess
So much for being honest
I don't want to wake alone again
I hope and pray all will turn out well
That God will answer the prayers sent
I still wonder wherever they went