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This heavy sinking feeling is pulling me down,

I'm trying hard to smile and lift this weight off my chest but when I'm alone my thoughts get the best of me and I can't.

It's sink or swim and right now I'm drowning.

I'm begging to be saved and hands are reaching out to grab me but know one is close enough to pull me in.

As much as I want to hate you I can't, I want to hurt you as much as you hurt me, but at the same time I'm wishing that one day you will want me again.

I feel like this wasn't real and I keep telling myself that you never happened, that I just made the whole thing up but then I hear your name and its a knife in my heart.

I'm drunk on you and I'm trying to sober up but the memories  of us keep dragging me back.

If I could go back I would have rather been alone then have fallen in love and felt this pain.