I sing as the blade parts my flesh.
Why am I doing this?
Been longing for this pain; don’t know what I gain but I love it.
Please stop.
So memorizing and erotic, stimulating and euphoric. The tingle is tantalizing – it makes me quiver and my spine shutter.
Last time.
Keeps me from shooting myself. I don’t know how to escape the nightmare that living has become.
God I need help.