poem_115_My_Worst_Feeling

The worst feeling

I have ever felt

Was during a time of healing

And with the phrase that he had dealt

Opened a wound rather revealing



Within my heart what placed and bore

This hurt that came from he

I had never heard or felt before

Then realized and finally could see

That my heart for him was ripping once more



Despite that I couldn't be his and for that I be mad

I still coaxed and wished him to forget

Everything of me both happy and sad

Then future girls I would not be a threat

Although I still wanted for me the feelings he had



So I had finally pushed him at a point to say

And admit to his self this particular phrase

But at the unexpectancy it put me in dismay

It glazed on my eyes a film of haze

That pressed me to not convey

The feelings I had from his harsh blaze



It wouldn't have bothered me nearly as much

If the timbre in voice wasn't so bold

And because it hurt me to hear as such

There was a feeling that did unfold

A soft spot which he could only touch



But the funny things is

I'm with someone right now

And the memory does come back to fizz

Old flame feelings come back to plow

Despite the fact I know I am his



It was the phrase that "he didn't like me anymore"

Which bruised worse than any physical thing could

He sounded as if it was something to implore

A phrase he didn't want misunderstood

I sat quiet, listening, as the tears I tried to hide and this feeling to explore





Inspired by: / Dedicated to: Gerald E. Lindberg

Created on: May 10, 2006 ? 20:56

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