The worst feeling
I have ever felt
Was during a time of healing
And with the phrase that he had dealt
Opened a wound rather revealing
Within my heart what placed and bore
This hurt that came from he
I had never heard or felt before
Then realized and finally could see
That my heart for him was ripping once more
Despite that I couldn't be his and for that I be mad
I still coaxed and wished him to forget
Everything of me both happy and sad
Then future girls I would not be a threat
Although I still wanted for me the feelings he had
So I had finally pushed him at a point to say
And admit to his self this particular phrase
But at the unexpectancy it put me in dismay
It glazed on my eyes a film of haze
That pressed me to not convey
The feelings I had from his harsh blaze
It wouldn't have bothered me nearly as much
If the timbre in voice wasn't so bold
And because it hurt me to hear as such
There was a feeling that did unfold
A soft spot which he could only touch
But the funny things is
I'm with someone right now
And the memory does come back to fizz
Old flame feelings come back to plow
Despite the fact I know I am his
It was the phrase that "he didn't like me anymore"
Which bruised worse than any physical thing could
He sounded as if it was something to implore
A phrase he didn't want misunderstood
I sat quiet, listening, as the tears I tried to hide and this feeling to explore
Inspired by: / Dedicated to: Gerald E. Lindberg
Created on: May 10, 2006 ? 20:56