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A New Era I can't stand your ex baby Momma,
but part of it is cuz I'm jealous.
I'm jealous that she had 2 years with you,
where I only got so many months.
I'm jealous cuz all it takes
is for her to show her face one time
and then she's your every thought...
It's like I know I'ma better person,
but yet, it's like I can't compare to her.
I wish you wanted me more.
I wish you truly loved me.
I'm jealous of your drugs.
I'm jealous cuz they have a hold on your heart,
where I hardly had your heart.
You wanted them more than me,
so you relapsing was easier for you,
then you choosing to stay strong and away from them
for me.
I wish you wanted me more.
I wish you truly loved me.
I wish I was what you really wanted.
He Like Many
Grow internal wings
and sturdy claws
be red as fire
and phoenix like.
.
Set a side an old life
and stike a match
stand inside the ruins
and once ashed
rise and live.
.
allets
03-23-18
340a
Beautifully written. I'm
Beautifully written.
I'm burning the bridges of my past ache becoming a better me and a stronger me.
*~Be Legendary ~ Ian Mascoe*
a nice write,and we`re all a
a nice write,and we`re all a little jealous at times
but life`s experiences will tell you just to move on
ron parrish
...
That's hard stuff. Addiction rules. Sad but the way it often goes. We can't force people to heal, they have to choose this battle themselves. Hope your loved one makes that choice sooner than later.
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I honestly don't know if he
I honestly don't know if he ever will. I hope he does, I may not be with him now, but I truly do hope that he eventually stops the drugs and wins the battle. I hope one day he'll be able to let the drugs go and not allow the addiction to win. I did the best I could to help him. But like you said, he's got to choose to win and do what it takes to defeat that addiction.
*~Be Legendary ~ Ian Mascoe*