same mistakes over and over again

Why hide from the world?
Why shame if you did nothing wrong?
Why leave if your clean of sin?
Aren't you tired of running?
Aren't you tired of hurting yourself?
Aren't you tired of going to the same games?

If it happened once it's bound to happen again...dont you get it??
Why go back there?
Why play along with this never ending cycle?
Your not only hurting yourself...think of everyone...
your hurting everyone that loves you...
why go through this again?!?
WHY? you want peace and quiet? you want to fly and forget for a little while??
GUESS WHAT?!? I DO TOO!!!

but just imagine me playing that game...
how would you feel? would you care?
would you be writting this?

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Morningglory's picture

I liked this

I'm feeling much like this now. Thanks for your words.


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gabz's picture

hey im sorry to hear that,

hey im sorry to hear that, its hard knowing u cant help them because in order for them to learn they have to hit rock bottom, n it sucks because sometimes we lose them not because they didnt want to stop but because they dnt know how to stop ... its a cycle were u hurt, fall, take a hit to get away, feel ashame, then they hurt all over again ... this poem is about someone real special to me n even though i know its hard for him to quit his habbit i also know that its killing those around him ...n then you dont know if u should stay and watch them slowly kill themselfs and u or save yourself ...


"A question that drives me hazy: Am I or are the others crazy?" -Albert Einstein

~gabz~

Morningglory's picture

I went through this

I went through something similar for 2 yrs. It was really painful and hard to watch. Whenever I tried to help monetarily I became an enabler. I walked away once which was really painful for both of us. I ended up sticking around and he eventually came out of it. Thank heavens. I am so glad I stayed or he may have ended up dead.

Follow your intuition. You will make the right decision. 

Peace to you.


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