What you left me when you left me behind
Tedium of ritual, unsoundness of the mind
Stillness in the afternoon, sleepless in the night
Solemn bedside mourning beside the morning light
Still yet, though it feel like such the end,
The sun has made it roundabout around the world again
Vacuum up the carpet, say my daily prayers,
All the while wondering if you ever even cared
Maybe marriage wasn’t for us, too easy to move on
Still I wish you would have tried, I wish you had not gone…
I feel it, and I'm sorry
Feelings of a large room, and a heavy vacuum pushing across the expansive floor. Not a small person in your suffering, though. It's not possible to avoid filling the void with sadness and mourning, even if the sun unsympathetically carries on. The days must be counted, I suppose, till the next phase of life begins. All the best to you. This was really beautiful, no matter how sad. You do love justice.