Hell Inside your Head

Living a life I hate. Damned to serve like a slave. Always in pain, never any relief and ppl only make it worse with their ignorance of my experience. Nothing barely to enjoy because it all has become boring. Just a constant state of nothingness that is hard to bare when you repeat the routine everyday. You have knowhere to escape because your always in your head driving yourself mad. You don’t really give a fuck about anything You just want it to end. But you don’t want it to be permanent. But your already living your death so what’s the difference? Knowhere to go, nothing to do that you desire by choice. Barely a voice, becomlung a shadow just trying to make it through the day that Is a repeat of the previous.

Jesster's picture

head noise can be hell for sure

Sounds like someone needs to get a piece of plywood or something to throw paint at with all that angst. 


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EventHorizon's picture

when you know the truth, you

when you know the truth, you become hyper sane. Too aware for your own  good to live in this demonic nightmare of a world. 

Jesster's picture

 It's not ALL bad. There is

 It's not ALL bad. There is great beauty to balance it out. We just need to see more of that and nurture it. 

 

Stop following leaders who lead us do destruction rather than growth and well being. 

(That's Not directed at you. Rather those who's eyes may not be open yet) 


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EventHorizon's picture

The beauty is not in this

The beauty is not in this corrupted evil world. We are living in opposite land. There is no balance when your are living in the belly of the beast.