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Tired of being the only one trying.
Here I am,
crying once again.
Deep inside my chest
my heart is trying its best.
Best to keep on fighting,
but is it tired of dying,
is it tired of trying?
i stand by your side
even when my eyes cry,
and my heart fighting to stay alive.
It feels like its being ripped in two
and i dont know what to do.
I feel so lost and alone
and i have no where to call
my own. What happened to us?
What happened, where did the love
go? When did it leave?
Why am i left with misary,
why am i left with pain,
i know i still have feelings for you
but why is it over come with pain?
When we first got togeather
it was a perfect picture, a perfect
story, one i called a fairy tale.
But now that i look at it, and read
the lines again, and the pages turn
i feel like this is just a old book,
where the pages are falling out.
The story is incomplete and i dont
know the ending. And you threw away
the pen, and you ran out of paper.
You dont want to finish the story,
you dont want the fairy tale, cause
if you did, you would take the time to
finish it, and read it to me again.
Telling me the story of the
lost little girl, who fell in love
with a clumsy man. Who took
care of him, and gave her heart away
forgeting that its her's to keep today.
Who tried so hard to make him happy,
and fought for so long, till her heart
started to break, and the love was getting
lost. She still kept trying, yet her fight was a loss,
she didnt like to give up, and she didnt want to hurt him,
but yet he says he loves her, and wants to keep her,
but he has stopped fighting, and has left her in the dark.
Thats not the ending that i thought of, not the one
i wished it to be, but it takes two to write a story,
and im tired of it being just me.
Here I am,
crying once again.
Deep inside my chest
my heart is trying its best.
Best to keep on fighting,
but is it tired of dying,
is it tired of trying?
I really really loved this
I really really loved this piece! not only giving you credit for gut punch of creativity behind this piece but its so masterfully composed and compiled :) truly a masterpiece, and as for the emotion behind this piece. You know where I stand, It becomes his own loss for neglecting you. As for the breaking point, to where you actually do something about it, that is more something only you know. Just remember you have family and friends who love and care about you, and in the end, when you end up finding love for the reality that you make every second, you will discover love will find you. Keep your head up, Tomorrow is not written in stone so you can always change what you do not like.
Namaste! :)
ohh and keep writing of course!
AW honey. I'm so sorry.
AW honey. I'm so sorry. That's how my best friend Sara has been treating me for a while now also. I'm here for you if you need me! <3
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in all due respect you dont
in all due respect you dont know what its like, iv been in this realtionship for 2 years, and iv delt with more then i should have, and yet i stil stand by his side regardless, and i deal, only to get hurt again. only to cry over him.
-Elfy*
I know that I can't know what
I know that I can't know what it's like, I was only trying to relate with the pain. And, also, I am not able to think very clearly right now, because one of my friends had died, and I 1) don't know how 2) just spoke with her and it's tearing me up inside, and 3) I feel as if I'm walking around in a cloud of gray, and am having trouble connecting right now. I'm sorry if I upset you with my comment, that seriously wan't my intention. I was only trying to see into what's been going on in your life lately, since we haven't been able to talk that much for a while now. <3 forever,
Moriah
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