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You always said that 

I'll never make it,
That I shouldn't try.
That my dreams, will always be a lie.

You always said that,

I'll never be anything
That I'll fail every time.
That I'll only be, a piece of ass to some guy.

You always said that,

My mind was in the clouds
That I should come on down now
And face reality, sad reality.

You always said that,
Reality, was something I needed to face,
Funny thing was, you don't even know what it means!

But you can't have reality with out your dreams!
Reality is where you will find my body, and dreams is where you'll find my mind.
Cause that is what reality means, so give me time, to find me.

You always put me down,
Shoving me to the ground,
Saying I'll never be anything
Worth a Dam thing.
That I fail at everything.

But in reality,
The only thing I failed at,
Was math, and shuting  my mouth
And not agreeing with your teaching!
And for not being, the daughter, you wanted me to be.

You always talked behind my back,
Acting like I couldn't hear, your wispering.
I heard you telling my younger brother,
That he needed to study more, to try harder
Cause if he didn't, he would end up just like me.
That they didn't want to see that, they wanted him to succeed.
My eyes would fill with fury, and my heart would freeze once more,
And the tears of agony would run down my cheeks once more.
What else was new? Iv heard it a million times before.
He would see me sitting on my bedroom floor, he knew I heard it all,
He would tell me to ignore them, and to let it go.
That he knew I tried. I'd shut the door and continue to cry.

You always said that,
I wasnt good enough for you,
That I was such a disgrace.
That I was nothing more,
Then a slap to your face.
That I was what you wished
You wouldn't get, a stupied, dumb,
Ignorant kid.

You always said,

But iv stopped listening,
Iv stopped hearing,
Long ago.
I learned to close my ears, and
My heart, dry the tears,
And start living the way,
I want to live, for the rest of my days,

With my body in reality and my mind in my dreams.

 here is a new beginning,
Here is me.