i'm weary,
tired and fraustrated,
dazed and confused,
hurt and angry,
i'm crying and laughing at the same time,
if only i had a dime for every time i've felt this way,
the world would be silver,
and i would still feel this way,
i don't know why i still cry,
i don't know why,
this shit won't die,
just leave me be,
stop tormenting me,
what do you want from me,
you already have my heart,
i mean i can't understand,
why am i the only one who cares,
why am i the only one who takes a stand,
why am i the one always reaching for your hand,
turning and looking for your face,
why do i leave myself open,
while you hide,
this is a fucked up feeling i feel inside,
it's like betrayal all over again,
how can this be,
not only by her,
but i feel that you to have decieved me,
and i'm weary,
tired and fraustrated,
dazed, confused, angry and hurt,
but most of all,
i'm in love.....(ccm)