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I broke up with him,

I couldn't take the pain,

I still talked to him,

But it wasn't the same,

I loved him so much,

And in a way, I still do,

I wish I could rewind it,

Our days seem so few,

Then I tried to get,

Back together with him,

No matter how I tried,

I just couldn't win,

I felt I had made,

An awful mistake,

Like it was a nightmare from which,

I wanted to awake,

He e-mailed me today,

What he said made my cry,

I don't know where to seek comfort,

So I just ask myself why,

Why did I do that to us,

When I loved him so much?

What am I supposed to do,

Without his gentle touch?

He said that it's over,

He couldn't take it anymore,

There's so much in his life,

That he can't ignore,

He acts like he,

Can never be wrong,

But what about me?

Don't my feelings belong?

I felt so lonely,

Even when we were together,

In my heart I thought,

He would be mine forever,

Everyone said I should leave him,

He treated me like dirt,

But I still loved him,

Even though it hurt,

To go against my family,

Who despised his attitude,

His actions, his language,

They said he was rude,

But I didn't care,

I still wanted his love,

I ignored there words,

And all the thoughts of,

The "what if's" and "why's",

The "maybe's" and "no's",

The "I'm too lazy to come to see you's",

And the "I don't know's",

In a way it's all plain now,

Though it wasn't at first,

I thought I'd seen it all,

But this was the worst,

Now it's all over,

I feel so alone,

Even surrounded by people,

I feel on my own,

My heart is split,

One half angry; one sad,

He was one of the best things,

That I ever had,

I'll never give up,

What I had with him,

Even though my balloon's burst,

And the lights seem so dim,

Because I learned,

So much from our love,

I'll get over it eventually,

With help from above,

I'll never forget,

But I can forgive,

We'll go on through life,

And have to live,

With what happened to us,

I guess we weren't meant to be,

Even though I still love him,

He doesn't love me,

I don't what will happen,

But I will have our memories,

Of our wonderful time,

Though I feel awash in a sea,

Of sadness and confusion,

The hopes and pain,

Wishing and praying,

God would take away the strain,

Though I lay here crying,

I guess this is best,

We've shared our feelings,

And now we can rest,

He'll always have a place,

Deep in my heart,

And if I had a chance,

I'd do it again from the start,

To experience his love,

Was a dream come true,

And even though I am sad,

I'll find a way through.



~Dedicated to Adrian Christopher Ellis