As if I walked into your room
That night.
Your winter coat open
For a good bye hug
I stepped into it,
Slid into it.
Into your arms
Up against you big chest
Your barrel body
Solid
Inside that wool overwear
I felt
I felt
I felt
home
a gasp came
A gasp went
I stepped out
Out of that room
Stepped back on my heel
Looked up
Look up finally
At you
Oh
I said
That’s nice
The vacuum
Left from that embrace
Dogs me haunts me
The suction
To separate
My hands on your arms
I have to go
I need to go
I love you still
And I don’t know you
I’m stepped into a room.
A room inside your arms
And there with you the man
With my fathers eyes
To hold me safe.
Hold me
Safe
An incredible power
throughout this poem. Intense gravity and a tearing away with a sense of ejection from orbit. So much incredible emotion.