In this life I am betrayed, drowned in insanity
By the dark skies and deepest puddles of humanity
Left to my throne left in a dark cloud of betrayal
Of a person disguised I believed to be a good portrayal
Once upon a comfortable past, now faded
Is a life I didn't know was invaded
A promise from the depths of darkness presented
From the deepest part of my heart I knew I resented
I took it with a bored soul and excited heart
and left all in darkness that was considered to be smart
I saw beauty within the violence and corrupt
Spiteful and pinned hate that continues of the night to disrupt
My dark broken wings emerge from my stabbed back
Blood from my eyes seep through, and my face is left with a huge crack
I turn blind, drowned in my screams soon will bore an undead child
Turned cursed from my own mistake,so morbid, loses it's sanity, now forever wild
Born from a man who treated me unfair
A deep hatred grows that I cannot bare
He left me so where I could not awake
Another week, another girl, another future to break
To punish myself I must
For all I now distrust
Because the wicked has taken my every bone
and brought my eyes to answers turned unknown
But before I am brought black permanent and lesser things
A true mind crawls out of hiding, climbs from the hill and sings,
You will not be thrown down as a piece of meat
And expect to smile when you see true deceit
A human is what you are, and will always be
You will no more answer an empty plea
I will come back to the being that has cursed me so
Bring a blade to my insides and rip out my woe
and come back alive I will
and the broken will come out of my crack and spill
Coming a new face born to me
My eyes revert back, blue and beautiful now can see
Insects crawl from out my back, once my horrid wings
From a a someone deep within my conscience, and the good it brings