Mumbling soliloquies, define my constant ambivalence
Questioning all decisions, seem to eclipse my every choice.
Actions I make, contend with options not taken,
Where is the smart guy, when I need him the most?
Daily struggles kick my ass, as I ramble on and on,
No answer was the right one, condemed at every turn.
When will my self esteem take control, when I am the smart one,
Will my selfesh alter ego ever learn?