Dust of the past 12-8-04

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I wipe away the dust

Of your photos

A look at the past

And the present

I can't understand

Quite what happened

Another past regret

Another mistake

I didn't know

What I was losing

Until it's gone

I never knew

What I had

Now your gone

And I never

Knew what I had



I lost before

But it never hurt so

Keeping all the memories

Thinking of holding you close

The pain that I put us through

Fake smiles and the lies

All die down now

As I sit and cry



I was in love

Who's to say I'm not now

Only wanted you

No one else in life

I know I'm to blame

It's all my fault

I never thought

It would end like this

Just being friends

Is it worth it

I still love you

Do you feel the same

I still love you

Do you love me too



I lost before

But it never hurt so

Keeping all the memories

Thinking of holding you close

The pain that I put us through

Fake smiles and the lies

All die down now

As I sit and cry



I wonder if

You still care

I want you back

Will you have me

I'll stay right here

I will wait and bleed

I sleep with your picture

Next to my bed

Your stuffed animal

Held right next to me

I miss you so much

I don't have anything

You loved me for me

Not anything else

Without you next to my side

I am dieing

You don't understand

What you mean to me

I guess I'll lay down tonight

Without you there

Your picture next to my side

As I cry

Your picture next to me side

As I cry



I lost before

But it never hurt so

Keeping all the memories

Thinking of holding you close

The pain that I put us through

Fake smiles and the lies

All die down now

As I sit and cry



I lost before

But it never hurt so

Keeping all the memories

Thinking of holding you close

The pain that I put us through

Fake smiles and the lies

All die down now

As I sit and cry

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is a song about a guy/girl losing there boyfriend/girlfriend and realizing after they really loved them but also at the same time realizing...they can't get them back and fix what mistakes they made in the past.

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ValentineBuchannan's picture

nick,
relly great man its deep and i really like it iwish i could write stuff like that you just lay it all out then wrie about it thats so awsome .. i trust you and your bro with my life and you both gave me great resons to ...oh i wrote about saturday in a poem check it out
love
kas


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Jessica's picture

Dust of the past, i think is really good and very heart felt by more than just me. I have gone through that feeling before and you described it perfectly

Jillian Camtasia Carver's picture

This is so very sad. and to add to this I need to talk you .. very badly so...