All I've got 12-12-04

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I can't believe I was in

Self delusion this whole time

It was the only thing

That made me feel

That your love was true

That I could ever be loved

Loved by a person like you

You were the only one

Who made me feel this way

If the pain goes on

I'm not gonna make it



I've taken all the shit I can

I'm sick of making all these plans

I know you'll screw me over in the end

You've shattered all my dreams and hopes

Now all I do is sit and mope

I wonder if I'll make it through all this shit

I'm gonna say what I've got to say

Then I hope you'll go away

Because I can't live with you

In my life anymore

I guess this is truly the end

I've finally got nothing left to defend

Now I just wonder when this nightmare will end



I can't believe I was in

Self delusion this whole time

It was the only thing

That made me feel

That your love was true

That I could ever be loved

Loved by a person like you

You were the only one

Who made me feel this way

If the pain goes on

I'm not gonna make it



Should I try to put us back together

Separate the skin from bone

To pick up all the pieces

To trace out problems to their roots

Bring us back to reality

Help us to escape this pain

I thought I could finally trust you

Nothing is what it seems



I can't believe I was in

Self delusion this whole time

It was the only thing

That made me feel

That your love was true

That I could ever be loved

Loved by a person like you

You were the only one

Who made me feel this way

If the pain goes on

I'm not gonna make it



All I've got

All I've got I have lost

All I've got

All I've got is gone now

All I've got

All I've got has left me

All I've got

All I've got I have lost

All I've got

All I've got is gone now

All I've got

All I've got has left me



I can't believe I was in

Self delusion this whole time

It was the only thing

That made me feel

That your love was true

That I could ever be loved

Loved by a person like you

You were the only one

Who made me feel this way

If the pain goes on

I'm not gonna make it



All I've got

All I've got I have lost

All I've got

All I've got is gone now

All I've got

All I've got has left me

All I've got

All I've got has left me


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I don't know wrote this randomly read it you'll understand. If you feel the same way someday.

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ValentineBuchannan's picture

its deep and i admire you for that ..i cant help but almost cry over it you put it in words that even if you have never felt that way after reading it you compleatly understand
love, kas


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Jessica's picture

I think I know why you wrote that poem, and who inspired you to write it! I'm not going to mention their name for fear of upseting the man I love, and I do understand what you're going through right now a lil bit, but i wish i understood better! I'm here for you, dont forget it!!!

Jessica's picture

To take all the *shit* you can in life is kinda of saying you give up, but even though a person may feel like they want to give up, most of the time, they find friends to help them keep their head above water