I can't believe I was in
Self delusion this whole time
It was the only thing
That made me feel
That your love was true
That I could ever be loved
Loved by a person like you
You were the only one
Who made me feel this way
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it
I've taken all the shit I can
I'm sick of making all these plans
I know you'll screw me over in the end
You've shattered all my dreams and hopes
Now all I do is sit and mope
I wonder if I'll make it through all this shit
I'm gonna say what I've got to say
Then I hope you'll go away
Because I can't live with you
In my life anymore
I guess this is truly the end
I've finally got nothing left to defend
Now I just wonder when this nightmare will end
I can't believe I was in
Self delusion this whole time
It was the only thing
That made me feel
That your love was true
That I could ever be loved
Loved by a person like you
You were the only one
Who made me feel this way
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it
Should I try to put us back together
Separate the skin from bone
To pick up all the pieces
To trace out problems to their roots
Bring us back to reality
Help us to escape this pain
I thought I could finally trust you
Nothing is what it seems
I can't believe I was in
Self delusion this whole time
It was the only thing
That made me feel
That your love was true
That I could ever be loved
Loved by a person like you
You were the only one
Who made me feel this way
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it
All I've got
All I've got I have lost
All I've got
All I've got is gone now
All I've got
All I've got has left me
All I've got
All I've got I have lost
All I've got
All I've got is gone now
All I've got
All I've got has left me
I can't believe I was in
Self delusion this whole time
It was the only thing
That made me feel
That your love was true
That I could ever be loved
Loved by a person like you
You were the only one
Who made me feel this way
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it
All I've got
All I've got I have lost
All I've got
All I've got is gone now
All I've got
All I've got has left me
All I've got
All I've got has left me
its deep and i admire you for that ..i cant help but almost cry over it you put it in words that even if you have never felt that way after reading it you compleatly understand
love, kas
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I think I know why you wrote that poem, and who inspired you to write it! I'm not going to mention their name for fear of upseting the man I love, and I do understand what you're going through right now a lil bit, but i wish i understood better! I'm here for you, dont forget it!!!
To take all the *shit* you can in life is kinda of saying you give up, but even though a person may feel like they want to give up, most of the time, they find friends to help them keep their head above water