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Wake up! 7-3-04
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Songs I feel
The pressures grown to much
I feel
That I'm completely out of touch
Where the fuck were you
When I needed you
The pain
Of my slitting wrists
The angers growing me into this
What the fuck is happening
There's nothing to do now
You said
You'd always be there for me
Instead you left me here to bleed
I thought you were true
But you left me
Now I sit here in the dark
Making yet another mark
As the knife cuts me
Till my day of death
I can't stand being all alone
In this world that's so fucking cold
What the fuck do I do
When no one's listening
I sit
And wait out everyday
Living
With all my fucking pain
Another day's going by
Lost in confusion
I feel
The pressures grown to much
I feel
That I'm completely out of touch
Where the fuck were you
When I needed you
The pain
Of my slitting wrists
The angers growing me into this
What the fuck is happening
There's nothing to do now
I cry at night
As I lay and pray
No ones left here
That can help me out
The pains too much now
It's time to end it
I can't
Take this fighting anymore
I can't let you walk out that door
Once again you left me
For another
I'm sick
Of listening to your lies
The pain growing
You can see it in my eyes
It's taken over
It's killing me now
As I cry
I fall down to my knees
The pain has now
Completely killed me
No more lies from you now
I can't stand them
I feel
The pressures grown to much
I feel
That I'm completely out of touch
Where the fuck were you
When I needed you
The pain
Of my slitting wrists
The angers growing me into this
What the fuck is happening
There's nothing to do now
And I cry
As I die
I can't stand this anymore
I give
You win
Now take me over
I feel
The pressures grown to much
I feel
That i'm completely out of touch
Where the fuck were you
When I needed you
The pain
Of my slitting wrists
The angers growing me into this
What the fuck is happening
There's nothing to do now
I have felt this same way before, so I know it's not a good feeling, but you explained the feelings perfectly! No matter how tough life gets, always know there will be a guardian angel to protect and watch over you!!
I keep the copies you wrote me .. from our notebook.. I keep this one and "Nitemare" in my geometry binder.. I like reading them when I feel down because they are so beautiful I forget everything..