The stables
where horses
snort and move
and grooms work
and sky dull
and greyish
Alice walks
holding on
for dear life
to the hand
of Mary
the one she
has chosen
to be her
new mother
fingers red
with washing
chores and things
but it's warm
as she holds
the hand tight
Mary talks
of cold nights
noisy bed
attic mice
and spiders
in corners
of the room
Alice says
I could stay
in your room
keep you warm
cuddle up
hold you close
as I did
with Mother
in her bed
before she
was locked up
with illness
of her brain
Mary sighs
feels the hand
in her own
small and warm
small fingers
tiny nails
pink and pure
different class
than her own
we will see
Mary says
stable sounds
horses snort
their large heads
looking out
big black eyes
large white teeth
busy grooms
at their work
Alice looks
inner fear
but draws near
wants to stroke
Mary lifts
Alice up
her red hands
wedged beneath
small armpits
mother's love
smells the soap
in the hair
on the blue
pinafore
Alice smiles
feels the horse
smooth and hot
on her hand
Mary holds
feels the heart
beating soft
as she holds
Alice up
to the horse
secret child
adopted
in her heart
none must know
of this love
secret pact
lift her on
a groom says
Alice thrills
lifted there
Mary holds
the groom laughs
in loud barks
in the blood
this horse love
the groom says
Alice smiles
happiness
shining out
of her eyes
Mary holds
her tightly
keeps her there
on the horse
safe and sound
then later
after that
lifts her down
to the ground
as the horse
with the groom
walk away
come on then
Mary says
let's go back
your father
will wonder
where you are
Alice nods
holds the hand
soft and warm
wants to be
close to her
but she sees
by the house
Nanny stand
arms folded
grim features
dressed in black
Mary holds
the child's hand
tighter still
walking back.