Everyday thoughts of you
Swamp my every thought
As I do these loads of laundry
As I wash pans and pots
I think about our good times
And the times we fought
The times we taught each other
And the time we shared that cot
I go through our memories
Just as I would a scrap book
The pictures in my mind
Are the ones at which I look
I look at our children
And how happy they seem
I wonder what at night
Are the dreams that they dream
The secrets they share
And how close they are
They wish you were here
And not so very far
Just like me I realize
I want you to be with me again
I wonder why you were taken
Why did those kids commit that sin
At night I pray to the Lord above
I pray that you come back to me
It has long been and always will be
Your loving face I wish to see
To heaven you have gone
For you the thought of hell
Was clearly out of the picture
You did every thing you tried so well
That makes me wonder
Why you were taken that spring day
When birds sang beautiful choruses
As quietly in my bed I do lay
In my late forties
With a disease I will die from
I wish I would pass on quicker
To you I want to come
I will pass on
And to heaven shall go
But the course will not be easy
It will be extremely painful and slow
Goodbye my love
I am coming to you
The doctor told me the days left
To go are to be few
~Chrystal
Written on
June 4, 2000
I don't know who this in your
I don't know who this in your life this was about, or if it came purely from your imagination, but Wow. Wrenchingly beautiful. So real.
I just read your authors
I just read your authors notes, and all i can say is you have a powerful heart.