My Precious Momma...
I hugged you, talked to you, kissed you.
I spent Blessed, special time with you,
on your that, last day here
...and now,
I'm supposed to go on living without you,
My Precious Momma.
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How is that even possible,
when you were the first person I ever loved
and the first person,
who ever loved me,
My Precious Momma?
When you were my best friend,
my confidant, my advice 'go-to' and giver?
My hand-holder, my cheering squad,
my example of strength, of grace, of dignity,
of a deep and steadfast Faith.
Just like that...54 years
and 20 days, all the days I ever knew,
of living in this world with you in it~
and then, suddenly...no more.
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My Precious Momma,
When you left this earth,
Heaven surely got even more beautiful,
as you arrived
and your smiling Irish eyes,
just went wide-open in utter awe,
as you touched the glorious face of Jesus, at last.
Then, as you turned all around,
dancing in delightful glory,
restored, renewed,
with no pain, no struggle, no worry, no fear...
and not ever again.
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Oh My Precious Momma,
you certainly more than earned your reward,
for your trials you had, here on this earth.
For that I am so grateful, to our Lord,
that you suffer no more,
and while I long to have you back,
I would never wish you away from Paradise
and back to pain and struggles and strife.
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No My Precious Momma...
For I would rather continue
the time I have left here, on earth,
with my own pain and struggles and strife
and live as Faithful a life as you did,
being as strong a woman as you were,
My Precious Momma,
knowing that someday soon,
it will be my time to go to be with you,
there, Home in Heaven.
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But until then...
until Father God calls me Home too,
I will still, forever and ever, be loving you,
be missing you, be aching inside
and be so very lost without you...
My Precious Momma.