My life has been nothing but hell throughout my life.
Why can't god help me through this without this knife.
I am so much in pain that nothing seems to turn out right.
But I am tired of this and have no more energy to fight.
I wish my family could help me in my darkest hour to get me back on track.
But all i get throughout my life is a knife stabbed in my back.
So now I am almost broke and now going insane with depression and will eventually die.
But i know that for the time being, i will only inside and out cry.
So now i just wonder through life just going into every disapointment head first into danger.
But a life full of torture isn't my idea of something that i would put a wager.