You Will Never Know

I wish I could gather up all of my tears and drown you in them,

I wish I could gather up all of my fears and strangle you with them,

I wrote our names in a circle,

Instead of a heart,

Because circles last forever, are eternal,

But still you went away.

We are vanishing.



I miss you so much,

How much - you will never know,

I miss you,

But I'm walking away now,

And for that I hate you,

How much - you will never know.



I wish I could gather up all of my tears and drown you in them,

I wish I could gather up all of my fears and strangle you with them,

It would wash away my scars,

If there was only a way to draw blood without bleeding,

Then there wouldnt be stains.



But I'm walking away now,

And for that I hate you.

How much - you will never know.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was written about the person I still care a lot for. He hurt me at this time in my life so much that all I could feel for him was hate.

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Kris Grula's picture

Wow...that was, amazing. I can't tell you how well done that was. So much emotion expressed so well