I say how much I love life
as I light another smoke.
I tell people I want to live forever
followed by a cough and choke.
I love to sing especially when blue
I have been told my voice is pretty
Then light a cigarette and think of you
The one who silenced that voice
I say I want to live forever
then the pain comes again
Something I never thought I'd do
As I grab the lighter, push the lever.
I am killing myself slowly..
and I light up more when
I find myself feeling lowly
my voice silenced then
soon silenced forever..
when my heart breaks
I have had all I can take
one last time..press the lever.
Quitting is the hardest. I
Quitting is the hardest. I smoked for 15 yr. quit for 8. Then ( like an idiot) picked them back up a yr and a half ago. Somehow, afraid it will b harder to quit this time... Hope not though.
I used to say quitting smoking was the best thing I ever did. Changed my life. I was happier...
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