This is not how I wanted it to end.
You used to be my closest friend.
We loved and lost, but always together.
Until one day you changed the weather.
I think of you now with both love and hate.
And sometimes I wish I didn't remember the date.
Time and time again you've come into my life.
I hope this was the last time.
Self-care and self-loathing go hand in hand.
But this is something I would expect you to understand.
I educated and taught you the ways of the world.
But you threw me away once you found your own swirl.
Now I grow and have philosophies to show.
I have my own path to help me know.
I suspect no other can join me on this journey.
So I must let you go for eternity.
I cherish our past time together.
But I have passed through nether.
An experience I don't expect you would understand.
Yet this is my own plan.
My, own stand.