I UNDERSTAND NOW

            by

               lolly          



many times you've really hurt me

you've watched me fall apart

and I know that you know

you have broken my heart,

yet you say you love me !

this I find so hard to believe

when you love someone

your last thought is to deceive.



I've tried so hard to understand

why you'd hurt and make me cry

then like a bolt out of the blue

I found the reason why.

you cheat and lie to me

and do the things you do

the answer is SO simple

I have ALLOWED you too.



My childhood was unhappy

and I was abused

then when I became an adult

by you I was used.

Now its time you understood

and I think you should know,

I've had enough Wont take it again

next time I WILL GO ............................

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I think thispoem sums me up...........

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blackinkusa's picture

Understanding is the greatest thing in the world. I can imagine you with a little light bulb going on over your head! Great job!