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So i have figured something out about myself, I so much long to be in love yet wont give a man a chance My heart is scared I'm scared... I cant take the pain my heart can't. Another thing I am realizing is I dont let them ever get to close or tell them how I feel its almost as if i put up this big wall and no one is able to climb over or break it down... My heart has one too many cracks, but all i long for is too be loved.. I'm inlove with my two best guy friends and got feelings for another guy i dont know who or what i want like its so confusing and i hate that about myself... i wonna be with two guys so much and no not that way but i feel so strongly about both of them that it scares me half to death. cause I dont know how I'm sapose to choose like whatt randomly pick a # from one to ten, or see who will make more money who is better in bed, like how do i choose i love them both so much that it makes me crazy.... so for now I'm going to relase and forget it all hope it blows over i sapose and maybe lower my walls......

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