Thsee lyrics have a lot of shameless self hate in them, I usually hold back a bit more on this topic because I feel it's a rather ugly side of me, and for all my moody self expression, I do believe in regarding oneself with no less than loving kindness. Especially as someone who suffers depression, I know that embracing self hate is never a productive choice but I always struggle to make it. this song is a meditation on the darker parts of that struggle
