I WAS WATCHING CAST AWAY AND HAD TO PAUSE IT TO WRITE THIS...I WAS THINKING ABOUT LOSING YOUR MIND AND THEN DISBURSE POPPED INTO MY HEAD AND I LOOKED UP THE DEFINITION TO SEE IF IT MADE ANY SENSE AND IT SAID PEOPLE OFTEN GET DISBURSE MIXED UP WITH DISPERSE SO I LOOKED THAT UP TOO... DISPERSE OR DISBURSE ...WONDERING WHY THEY SHOWED UP...NEVER KNOW WHERE AUTO PILOT WILL TAKE YOU...JUST GO WITH THE FLOW...YOU KNOW... MAYBE A HIDDEN MESSAGE IN THERE...I DUNNO...HA HA...SEE IF YOU CAN FIGURE IT OUT...IT'S A MYSTERY TO ME... I GUESS IT KINDA SORTA DOES MAKE SENSE BUT HOW THE LAST LINE BECAME THE TITLE...GO FIGURE.. DID YOU LOOK UP DISBURSE AND DISPERSE OR DID YOU ALREADY KNOW THOSE DEFINITIONS AND THE DIFFERENCE...FOOD FOR THOUGHT MAYBE... MAYBE NOT...ENJOY THIS POSSIBLY THOUGHT PROVOKING PIECE...
I REMEMBER WATCHING CHARMED AND ALL THOSE RHYMES IN THE BOOK OF SHADOWS I WAS LIKE...IS POETRY MAGIC. .AM I MAGIC...WHATS UP WITH ALL THOSE RHYMES THAT COME AT ALL TIMES...WHERE DO THEY COME FROM...WHO SENDS THEM TO ME...I'LL FIGURE IT OUT EVENTUALLY...MAYBE...WHATEVER IT IS I WILL KEEP WRITING. I FIND IT INVITING...WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON THAT SUBJECT...DOES IT FEEL LIKE AUTOMATIC WRITING TO YOU...DOES IT COME MAGICALLY...ARE YOU A CHANNEL OR DO YOU THINK IT ALL COMES FROM YOU INSTEAD OF THROUGH YOU...HMMM...ITS A MYSTERY TO ME BUT I AM GRATEFUL THAT IT COMES TO ME AND SHARE IT WHEN IT DOES...
I SAW AN ALL POETRY PROMPT THAT SAID TO WRITE ABOUT LAUGHING OR SOMETHING FUNNY...I WAS GONNA CALL IT LAUGHING BUT LAUGH UNTIL YOU CRY MAKES MORE SENSE...A BIT INTENSE...
JUST SAW A POETRY PROMPT FROM ALL POETRY ON FACEBOOK AND COULDNT RESIST...I MISS ALL THOSE POETRY PROMPTS FOR NATIONAL POETRY MONTH...IT CAN BE HABIT FORMING...BEWARE...THE PROMPT WAS JUST TO WRITE A POEM ABOUT SOLITUDE...THIS IS WHAT CAME TO ME...