During that unusually balmy Spring, 1977,
I walked to the nearby optometrist's shop
to have the frame of my eyeglasses adjusted
(the frame had been bent, loosened, in a
clumsy move on my part, and now the
awkwardly loosened fit had become aggravating.
That morning, I put on a pastel polo shirt, and
baggy, faded blue painters' pants, (then very
fashionable among college students, and this
was the spring term of my freshman year).
For most of the day, I carried---rather than
wore---my flipflops. My pants' tattered cuffs
did not entirely conceal my quickly sole-grimed feet.
At the shop, I was greeted by the optometrist's
assistant, who, alone, was working there that day.
At once, I felt a spark, a connection, without
regard to the homophobic prejudice rampant in that
small college town. The assistant was beautiful to
look at: with deep eyes, a provocative smile, and a
profusion of blonde hair, cascading well below his
shoulders. He said the repair could be made with no
charge, and invited me into one of the private
consultation rooms. Sockless, he slipped his deck
shoes off before sitting across the small table; and
beneath the table, our bare feet touched and then
began to randomly caress and tease each other. He
took his time adjusting my glasses; and the words
we exchanged were sultry, and very allusive to the
nature and its desires that we shared. He, too had
felt a crush, some few years before, toward David
Cassidy; he, too, since before kindergarten, had
felt that we was "different" without being, then,
able to explain. The explanation came, as it did for
me just before adolescence. As he checked the
adjustment's fit, his fingertips touched my face and
both of us pretended that several adjustments might
need to be tried. I asked him if he knew where
North Hall was, and he did. I told him my room was
one hundred twenty, and my roommate was leaving at
about five o'clock for the whole weekend. The
optometrist's assistant said the adjustment
should be rechecked a bit later for accuracy and
comfort; and he arrived, and he was barefoot (as I
was still), at about six o'clock. Then, both of us
soon naked, we enjoyed the pleasures---male to
male---of complete and uninhibited intimacy.
Starwardist