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I love You With The Love of The Lord

I thank you for your time

I hope our friendship wasn’t a waste of time

I never thought we could go this far

I was afraid to be just a bore

You never stopped getting to know me

Even when there was not much to know of me

I hope we continue this

This puzzle called friendship

Do you know how much I care?

I know you always think

“Wow, why does she continue to talk to me?”

But I say to you, you mean a lot to me

Because you took the time to get to know me

You saw me at my worst

Even though you didn’t have much to say

You being there was enough to take away the tears

The pain

I know you have a lot going on

But that will never turn me away from helping you move on

With the love of God, you can move on to something better in life

A better life than just being in strife

A constant fight within yourself

Never finding peace because you succumbed to the devil

Let me help you

I bring people

People that can help you more than I could

People that know the Word better than I should

You say that you love me, but once you get to know more

More about what Love truly means

Than a romantic farce that Hollywood and TVs like to program us to see

Know that Love is so much more

I love you with the Love of the Lord

To Fall In Love

Folder: 
Love Poems

To fall in love

is to realize

reality can feel like a dream

when you are slipping away in his arms.

His kiss melts your skin.

Two being of life

standing before eachother

in just the same bone strcutre

we are all made of similarily.

There is nothing

not even air

that can get between the two of you.

Becoming molded into one,

fingers knotted together,

lips glued together,

hearts entertwining.

Mind and soul.

You are love

eternally grasping for eachother,

two bodies holding on for dear life

so gently

as to never wanting to leave one scratch

because we can crack and shatter,

Our love a dream,

a dream

that cannot always

be.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Sorry it has been a while since I have posted. I ran out of pages in my journal and never got a new one till now. Don't know why but I suck at writing on my laptop. It just has to be on paper. Missed you all. See you around.

Once I had no fear and nothing to lose.

 

Imagination wild with dreams
and A happy childhood so it seems
From a young age my future was set
Then tragedy and our family met
Dad had taken fate in to his own control
By deciding when to end his life role
It’s seen as a selfish act by some
I think he was brave to use that gun
But he left me and mum to fend for ourselves
Hardship soon followed ……a living hell
Wednesday the fifth the day dad chose
It’s now thirteen years later when more grief arose
Mum has died suddenly and so quick
She passed away too on, Wednesday the fifth
Is it coincidence or is it fate?
Their deaths have shared the same day and date.
my future is changed now you are both gone
but this life does not stop for me or no one
I must continue I must proceed
Both your guidance and support I need
I don’t have a plan, no dreams to chase
I will just leave it up to the hands of fate
I hope that the cards that I’m now dealt
Will make me happy and serve me well

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is dedicated to my parents whom have both passed away.

Just let me grieve

The fondness and affection which I always came to give,
Has now gone away, simply ceases to exist,
My mind is now contained by a deep and heavy mist-
Cant concentrate on others, nothing more I have to give,
My troubles are now amplified as I proceed to live
My sister stopped me grieving pushing to sell my home,
Her deep seated bitterness is apparent in her tone
Making plans behind my back which has caused me much dismay
Her plans of spending money that will eventually come her way
I don’t feel the security of having family now
The sister connection ended and now one I wont allow
Sick of the pretence and conversation hiding what should be said
Her only ability to understand real life came from something that she read
Dad is no longer with this world neither is my mother
Before mum and I could always rely on one another.
I fear the inner dark thoughts that remain from my losses
Morbidly aware we all bare our crosses
its all out of my control which invokes Hatred I feel
the explosion of uncontrollable feelings are real
fine line breaks quickly between love and hate
am I now on the right path written from fate?
past relationships were fickle I falsely gave love to all
ive created a callous inner wall, scared I cant love and alone I feel
only enjoying intoxication to mask what is real
Life teaches lessons that are not written anywhere
Choices decisions and mistakes are ours to bear
Endlessly trying to focus my attention to hope
To remain so strong and continue to cope

Loss

You lived your life, now you’ve passed away Cremated with nothing left to decay

Grief endlessly lingers more so some days, eternal peace for your soul I do pray.

I have had to begin the process of change

Our home we once shared I've kept just the same

 I'm now coming to terms your never coming home

 My realisation is I have to  live on alone.

My mind needs to focus on something other than sorrow

 Just get through today and find strength for tomorrow

I also kept your belongings the same; just so I have now decided its the time to let go

A change with these surroundings is needed for me

 Things have been left for you- its just not healthy

 I'm surrounded by items that prevent me to heal

A fresh start to ease the loss and sorrow I feel I've selected items that remind me of you

It’s a sad, hard process I have to see through

To box up and give away the remaining pieces you once owned- Pictures, books and

ornaments to belong in someone else's home.

 Its time to start another chapter that’s new

Rebuild and proceed to live life without you

Precious keepsakes will remain in my possession

Reminding me to embrace this life & heal with succession

 I wrote this for you mum, if ever you are watching over

Just like your poem said ‘enjoy living in clover’

Also you wrote… ‘live in the present, the past is long dead’

 And i’ll  try hard to live by the points you once said

I will always believe there’s a life beyond this

For the departed loved ones we so truly miss.

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is dedicated to my mother who passed away in 2013

To Mum

If time is a healer when will it become easier?

I long for your presence I want you here with me

 I sense you spirit but cannot see

The day that you left this world behind

 A piece of my being died inside

Theres an empty hole left behind

 Heartache and sorrow are entwined

In every action thought and feeling I have

A big part is missing since you passed

A vial piece is now missing at home

When I enter the house and im all alone

You were my constant my rock my mother my friend

 On you I did lean on, on you id depend

I do not feel the need to lay flowers to signify loss

 Everyday your in my thoughts and never forgot

You suddenly passed and was taken away

Eternal peace for your soul I do pray

I hope you know how much I loved you

You are missed so much that much is so true.

 

 

 

Coming home

When I went away, You remained at home
I’m sorry I left you all alone
There was one guarantee
That I always Knew that when I came home
I came home to you
You were my constant, my rock
My mother and friend
On you I did leaned on, I could always depend
The day that you left this world behind
A piece of my being died inside
I still can’t believe that you are now gone
I try really hard to remain all strong
I had so many plans and things we could do
Now I must live on, live on without you
I never got to say goodbye
I didn’t expect it…I suppose that’s why
The last time I saw you we had fun where we went
now a cherished memory of the time that we spent.

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is dedicated to my mother

Grief

It's hard to grasp grief when it does come?
Different for all when losing someone
It never came on the day that you died
Or following weeks that passed on by
When your body was gone and turned into ashes
Grief remained distant and I stayed distracted
Distraction from sinking alone in own thoughts
Trying so hard to not be so distraught
I felt it today it hit me so hard
Grief flowed through my impermeable guard
The guard that keeps the pain at bay
The guard that pushes tears away
It was then I broke and realised your gone
Not coming back I’ve lost someone
I hope you rest peacefully and that your soul is free
When the time comes you will be waiting for me.

 

Mum

A life of living,
A life of loss
A life of giving,
A life that lost
Lasting memories
A life adhered
Enjoyment gathered in
Younger years
To all who knew a beautiful kind
Caring, sharing an intelligent mind
Now at peace
Now she sleeps
Her soul now gone
Beyond our reach
Sleep peacefully now mum
I now say goodbye
With hope of resting peace as you lie