I wrote this a long time ago and never got around to doing anything with it, I've always been curious what other people thought so I'm finally getting around to posting it somewhere. Let it be known I was in a very dark place when I wrote this, having just minutes before writing this I had gone through a break-up and on the brink of tears though a few still escaped as I typed. It was my first and only time to ever write something like this and I did it completely on the spur of the moment with no pre-planning. For these reasons I wanted to post it as it had come out without running it through spell/grammar check. I don't know if it'd really be considered poetry, but please read this and give me your thoughts. (though as I admited I posted this exactly as it came out, so please forgive the overuse of punctuation and uncapitalized sentences and the many many incomplete sentences.)