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Do you remember when the world started to become a mess?


I can digress


Remember when Jesus Christ died for us?


My flesh, I detest


How many people in this world died for Him?


They died with Jesus Christ on their lips


Their last breaths were prayers to Him


Whereas I can’t even get a confession out to Him


Do you remember, God?


Those long years were so hard


Trust me, I’ve seen


God, why did you let them touch me?


Didn’t you hear me screaming?


My body still feels like its burning


All those nights


Contemplating suicide


Oh, how I wanted to die


But God you knew what you had in store for me


That pain in me


You wanted me to use my pain to help others


Those women who suffer


You knew I had a big heart


How do I even start?


I was so naïve


To think that God didn’t love me


But God knew what plan he had for me


The devil was slick enough to get inside of me


To get me to resent the creator who made me


Can I win?


The devil always trying to fight within


God, do you hear me?


I am trying not to be so weak


The kids around me always tryin’ to pick on me


Never ending


Could they see?


The potential that God saw in me?


I bet it was the devil tryin’ to get at me


Destroy me


Cuz he saw a light in me


Jesus, why do you love me?


Do you really want me?


Ain’t I obscene?


I need to be redeemed


Truly, God you know more than I


What plans you have


They’re hidden in my eyes


I know I keep messin up


Why can’t I live up?


To what Jesus did


I can’t even fathom


My Christ, He is so glorious


While the devil is notorious


He’ll try to ruin me


But my God will protect me


Can’t the demons see?


See, they try to grab me


But now I know they don’t have to have me


I can pray


Look, even my enemies run in shame


I may be a sinner


But, I don’t gotta let that define me


I’m a winner


Just try me


Fools, be trying to persecute me


They even try to hurt me


Now they be hatin’ even more


Now that Jesus is my Lord


They keep rollin’ up for more


But I know that Jesus got my back


They all think I’m whack


But now look who’s on crack


Can’t even fathom that


Man, get your life on track


Just cuz you don’t know how to act


Doesn’t mean you gotta pull me back


Don’t you know?


Jesus got my back


I’ve been redeemed because Jesus Christ lives in me!


Yeah, you heard me!


Jesus Christ lives in me


I am free


The world doesn’t have to define me!


The drugs, they don’t even appeal to me


Before Christ, I use to be a mess


Men always using me for sex


Pregnancy scares


Man, can’t believe I would dare!


It was a living nightmare


But even through all of that God still cared


Lost friends left and right


Didn’t care who I’d fight


I didn’t even care if I died


Just lyin’ to myself


Thinking this was hell


While as God sent help


Through my brother


He was a huge help


Never gave up on me


He inspired me to see God differently


I thank God every day


For changing my brother to the man who he is today


It’s hard to say


Express what I say


My pride is always getting in the way


Lord, your plan is working perfectly


The people I am meeting




They are a blessing


I can’t wait to see what’s in store for me


The devil in me is slowing diminishing


The Jesus in me


Takin ahold of me


God, do you remember?


Jesus Christ redeemed me


now, I am FREE


Author's Notes/Comments: 

My life and how I got redeemed

Carnal Minds

Carnal Minds

There was a time henceforth when I had ten thousand dollars to spare
Happy with what the Lord hath already blessed me with, I decided to share
Having no need for the money I called two local men to mine house
Rumor had it the second man had the reputation of a cheat and a louse

The first man whose name was Greed, came in and sat near as could be
Behind him was a man named Wisdom, but he sat far, as he smiled at me
I told them both that I had five thousand dollars to give to each
Then said Greed, "give it here now!" as he leaned closer so as to reach

While I counted the money I looked upon wisdom's silence as wise indeed
For I knew he was patient, and of life's carnality he did heed
I counted aloud the words "Five thousand" and then quickly did Greed snatch away
His half of the money, so in life's pleasures he could foolishly play

I looked up expecting a gracious word of thanks from the greedy wretch
But he was already gone without a word; it was Satan's lures he did fetch
Then I looked over at my friend Wisdom, who was never reeled in by Satan's lure
He always appreciated the life that the Lord hath given him which in itself was pure

A very uplifting man that always a smile for me and all that did pass by
For he was happy knowing our Lord whom graciously arose in the sky
I handed him his share and he quietly tucked it away
Then he went on about his business until a later day

A week later Greed ran Wisdom's old wagon off of the road with his new car
As he laughed about wisdom spreading his money to the poor afar
Then without notice the man in the sky did call
He said “The books are open, now come one, now come all!”

Greed waited in line continually bragging about his carnal things
Until he learned that he had traded them for his heavenly wings
He went to a place not fit for a man as he looked up at Wisdom flying by
He pleaded "Just one sip of water I beg you bring me from a cloud up in your sky"

Wisdom smiled and said "Dear friend, I stored my money in Gods eternal bank"
It was your earthly treasures that did demote you to a sergeant in Satan's rank
It was only yesterday that you passed a starving woman in your car so nice
I stopped in my tracks, gave her food and shelter, I didn't have to think twice

Now I am here with her in paradise, the place the Lord set aside
For those with a conscience and a heart, who in his laws did abide
Though I did have a thirst for life's carnal things
I knew that I couldn't fly up here without my precious wings

Speak to me no more from the pits of Hell
For justice is served, and I chose well!

By: Wayne Hoss

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one is scarey... Beware!

Poem to Jesus

How i long to see you face to face
to look into your loving eyes
to feel your warm embrace
and take a pick in paradise...

Oh, come and visit me
i am waiting for you every day
in person or maybe in a dream
appear to me which ever way...

Dear Jesus i'm desperate for You
I'm waiting for you every day
with my whole heart i love You
You are my only way!..

Eva Rakhuba

Voice within a hallow

Sinner has spoken

Hallow are doing

Father have proven

and i'm the victim


chaos and hatred are on my way

Numen please sanctify my heart

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Reviving Insight

looking up as my redemption draws nigh, running the race it seems that my pace is falling shy. Im trying everyday to remain tame, to refrain from shame, by the end of the day I'm confused and spiritually drained. 

Reaching deep down inside my core for the power I had before but its empty theres nothing more than self willed motivation waging war for the title to my hearts door, there you will see Jesus knocking and pleading bold persistence, the flesh is cold and offers only stubborn resistance, seek Jesus and be relieved of spiritual ignorance or desire the flesh and have a meaningless existence. 

Pick one or the other because you can't have it all and Jesus is pleading His blood and catching me when I fall, the other side offers distraction from the divine call. 

Please Jesus listen and hear me when I yell, I never left you my son its you who tripped and fell. Im always near you and I'm here to redeem your life, claim isaiah 41:10 and then you'll regain your sight.

when you call I will heed and come to your need on the mercy seat I will bleed and then you will be freed. 

I am the way the truth and life give yourself to me my son and come out of the night, come back to the light your not alone in this spiritual war-fight. 

when you are feeling down, sad or wanting heaven thats when you claim psalms 28:7, or drop to your knees and speak psalms 42:11. 

When you can't overcome and you want to be freed, utter the holy words from john 16:33 the bible will open your eyes so once again you can see. 

Jesus knows me when I sit and when I stand up and He's the only one that can truly fill my cup." -Andrew Fields

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is a glimpse of the spiritual struggle with my flesh in contrast to the awesome power of God.

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Jesus in the Shade

The men build temples for God. 

The women look to see.

Jesus is in the shade. 

"Leave me be. Leave me be."

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Such A Love As His


Such A Love As His


Upon a  wooden Cross, He hung,

He knew it was His predestination,

That He die for crimes, He did not commit,

To save us all, from sin's damnation.


Willingly, He stretched out His arms,

And took those nails, instead of you and me.

Wiping away, all of our falls from Grace,

As He died there, upon that rugged tree.


There's only one way, we can repay Him-

In giving Him, our own heart for redemption.

And in an instant of, His flawless Love,

He gives us each, His pure exemption.

For such a Love as His, is timeless,

And comes with no limit, nor any end.

Because no one has ever, loved me like,

My Lord Jesus...My Truest Friend.



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