The disappointment caused by unanswered desire can be stronger than heartbreak. I wrote this poem when i was 13 years old, it was the first time i felt a powerful sexual attraction to a boy so i mistakened it for love as at that point i didn't know the power a body can possess. That boy made me feel things i didn't know i could feel making it hard for me to resist him whenever he wanted me. I knew he was a bad, fucked up person but that didn't stop me from wanting him. I dedicate this poem to the girls who believed they can change a bad guy.
