We mourn for the ships that never sailed
For those who never left the shore
Also we are stunned by the phenomenon
That those who’ve gone shall not return
It’s better for those who do yet sail
To sink to a watery grave
Than to return to the cold, steely glare
Set against those men so brave
They wish, those ships; would get lost at sea
So that they wouldn’t return home
To face the hatred they’ve accrued
For saving the likes of me and you
You heartless bastards! You spoiled children!
What do you know of sacrifice?
Until the men whom you have scorned
Sail away to exchange their lives
Those sailors who have heard the call
Of God and greater need
Who are willing to go give their lives
For bigots like you and me
But go ahead, and live the same
It’s not like you to change your ways
For those who’ve died to comfort you
And save your life on their dying day
For you’re unworthy of their gift
Uncaring of their price
But would you ever change your ways
If you could see through their children’s eyes?
Their fathers, dead for a country who loathes them
Their mothers grieve but keep them alive
To one day see those little children
Grow up to give their lives
And the vicious cycle goes further on
And while the worthy die
The undeserving dance on their graves
And yet we’ll continue to fight
Its my time to leave
I cannot stay here
These visions of life
Are fading my dear
Your world is dimming
Another does glow
Like Arthur before me
I’ll be missed, I know
Do not look for me
For I will be gone
You’ll no longer find me
But in Avalon
Why do we carry anchors
That serve to hold our dreams
Solid to the earth below
As our heart screams
Why do we carry anchors
To hold us in our place
Never moving forward
Roots that interlace
Why do we carry anchors
That weighs our thoughts down
Our hearts are crushed beneath them
Our lives are broken down
Why do we carry anchors
This is my life-long plea
Why do we carry anchors
That drown us out at sea
Blind
For we see what we want to see
Addicted to our fantasies
Disillusioned into believing we are gods
For our lives
Are a whisper and a thought, nothing more
With the impression of eternity
The semblance of normality
And an appearance of immortality
But it’s all a mirage
For we see what we want to see
We are blinded by our eyes
And hallucinate our greatest endeavors
“All is meaningless” says the teacher
For we feel, without works
We laugh, without joy
We mourn, without reason
And we die, without legacy
Or is that an illusion as well?
There is a globe in my study
Dust from days gone by lay on its surface
It seems time goes on anyway
A three dimensional depiction of life incarnate
A model of that nurturing cradle
Which allows us to live and learn
To love and breathe
Yes that globe sits in my study
The wear of years has turned it yellow
And it’s more ragged than I remember
But it reminds me
Of traveling the world
In the imagination of a child
Of adventures far from here
Those quests across the world
Fighting battles in the sand
Or journeying through the jungle
Yes its funny how we think
We can outgrow our childish imaginings
I still look at that globe in the corner
And imagine traveling far from here
To the center of my world
Straight into your arms.