The Lord is always there...even in those dark times when you think there's no light...he's there, watching you, holding out his hand for you to take, but he doesn't force us...he lets us choose whether to take it or not. If we do, then he carries us, but if we don't...he waits until we do. I am so happy to know Jesus Christ, and I thank him with my words and my heart because I am just as bad as everyone else, and he forgives me...every single day.