No matter how it's dark and cold,
No matter how it rains inside,
It's your right to cry, your right to scream...
Your right to lose your way, to stand up, to dream.
You owe it to yourself to be alright,
Focus on the bit of spark, see through your light.
Lightning may strike, but persist-
Follow the sun and tell yourself:
"I am all I need to be."
Can love really be true?
Is there such a thing?
I thought I found it
Many, many times
Yet it turned out all wrong
It fizzled into nothing
I then let the pain go on
Let myself be hurt more
I do not have a reason
For this self destruction
All I truly know is I never
Want to cause them pain
So I suffer in silence
While they have their glory
I would change it if I could
Yet I cannot do so, I have tried
So I cry hours into the night
And have a façade of happiness in the day
~Chrystal
Written on
May 11, 2000