Can love really be true?
Is there such a thing?
I thought I found it
Many, many times
Yet it turned out all wrong
It fizzled into nothing
I then let the pain go on
Let myself be hurt more
I do not have a reason
For this self destruction
All I truly know is I never
Want to cause them pain
So I suffer in silence
While they have their glory
I would change it if I could
Yet I cannot do so, I have tried
So I cry hours into the night
And have a façade of happiness in the day
~Chrystal
Written on
May 11, 2000