Forgiving is hard to do !
these racing thoughts have kept me awake night after night
My mind just keeps on going non-stop and it dont seem right
I lay here thinking why me as the tears come into view
And i know what must be done but forgiving is hard to do
Thru the years its become repetitive no matter how much i resist
I had to forgive my ex for his harsh words and unforgiving fists
Forgiving myself for the mess i made with my kids makes me so blue
I cant keep fighting this day after day forgiving is hard to do
I should let go of it all but thats becoming way to much
And forgiving someone who i care about feels like a gut punch
So i am faced with keeping it inside and buried for none to view
Knowing thats not an option anymore but forgiving is still hard to do