It's Warm Now, But I'm Still Cold

The light covers me like a blanket,

But it's still cold beneath it.

It's like I was still missing my teddy bear.

I need you to cuddle with for warmth.

 

I torture myself day by day,

Longing for you to run to me

And embrace me so tightly like a teddy bear.

I just want to come back into your arms.

 

The smile on my face is soothing,

But only you would notice it

Because you love to see it on me all the time.

I've always loved it when you smile back.

 

My body always burn up on the outsidde,

So I just wear summer clothing in the winter,

But I feel so frozen on the inside

When the light tries to comfort me.

 

I pretend to be warm around everyone else,

But I was always warm when you're around.

Just like the flowers you brought earlier,

My heart blooms when you're around me.

 

It's warm now, but I'm still cold without you.

I want to run through winter back to you,

Cuddling with you just to feel your warmth

And kiss you lovingly and feel your love...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

1/30/2013

 

Woooooo, I wrote this about how I suffer a big psychological problem of always feeling cold no matter how hot it gets because of being separated from my lover. :(

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millyardo's picture

its warm know, but im still cold

i like it its sweet

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Why thank you! :)

Why thank you! :)

Jesster's picture

I know this feeling very

I know this feeling very well.... :(


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Yeah, it fucking sucks like

Yeah, it fucking sucks like hell Dx