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Hours of homework is shitty as fuck,
Leaving me barely any time to rest for school.
At least I can sleep easily to Amy Winehouse.
My tired eyes can rest to peace...

The dreams are like a bag full of candy,
Being various from bad to sweet treats.
But I get the really bittersweet ones,
Leaving me like a damaged tooth from bliss.

The wet dreams leave me so tired in the morning,
Making me want to go back to sleep.
They are starting to be the tattooed man,
But the feeling is so similar to my lover's...

I was like the prisoner of his lust,
With me being the slave and him being the master.
Feeling his boner while pinned against the wall,
I swear I could feel my lover being with me.

My mind is longing for my lover again,
Wishing that I never got myself into trouble.
No, I didn't want him in a whorish way.
He was the only one I considered to love at will.

God, please make these dirty dreams stop...
I don't want to be imprisoned in my broken mind.
Being a prisoner of the tattooed man's lust.
I'm really glad I can wake up and hide for a while... 

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1/10/2013

Lately, I've been starting to have dirty dreams and they're mainly about the tattooed guy... Yes, I'm still having a hook-up with him as a fuck buddy. And everytime he does things in my dreams, some of the things remind me of my lover. Even though I'm a sex addict, I really want to be with my lover again and end all the pain I'm going through and stop with the dreams.

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©11 January 2013 - 12:43am — MissSaigon
11 January 2013 - 1:30am — itsthesmallthings
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I don't know what to say

I don't know what to say here

 

good job

 

I liked it

11 January 2013 - 3:27am — MissSaigon
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Thanks

Thanks

11 January 2013 - 2:58am — allets
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Stop Eating

Dreams are vivid if the digestive system is active . Stop eating or drinking anything after 8pm. You sound like most of us - when young - sex addicted - and in these times that's acceptable, not something to repress or fear...just remember that time heals all wounds except the belly button - Lady A ps, liked the imagery one whole lot!

 

 

11 January 2013 - 3:26am — MissSaigon
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Thanks for telling me about

Thanks for telling me about the digestive system advice. I've been drinking a lot of water over 12 am and I always sleep late. And I guess that I shouldn't fear my addiction to sex as long as I have it under control. And thanks :)