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Eroding
It feels like im missing something so vital in this life,
something I can not gain or lose completely overnight.
Why do I feel like I'm bleeding and drowning in my tears?
Why am I left dreaming so long to dissapear?
The silence seems so awkward and the emptiness fills my soul,
but death and depression just seems to be my role.
I'm entering my extinction and screaming inside my mind,
I'm crawling through this space which darkness has come to confide.
Why am I left to lay here screaming?
Why am I left to lay here dreaming?
Why am I left to lay here at all?
Why have I let myself fall?
Am I Still living or is this a fucked up dream?
I'm constantly in pain and hiding from everything.
Suicide plaguing my memories completely eroding my thoughts,
and out of all this suffering im worried if its you i hurt.
but everyday im left eroding
and every night the same
and everynight im left to cry
trying not to slit my vain
how can you just let me
let me crawl with no relief
leaving so close to my restriction
and trying to go by your belief
Now Second to my own observing of my soul,
Painting this very picture that dominates my role.
Your sick and twisted monument craved out of my heart,
is only subjectting me to no tragic piece of art,
causious and surviving dominanted by strife
continously figuring this sentence of life
the tears pour from my eyes and the pain i endure
causing my own abuse Im bleeding losing everything pure
Im just a lonely creature to twisted to remember
that this life im abusing means something but i condemn her
Confusing the days that are yet to come with days sealed in fate
Predicting the unpredicted with a death wish without a date
but you leave me so eroding
you leave me through the night
this hatred you keep provoking
seems too make it right
when will my heart stop hating
stop wishing it all away
without us still debating
stop talking about the yesterdays
now Second to my own observing of my soul, Painting this very
picture that dominates my role. your sick and twisted monument
craved out of my heart is only subjectting me to no tragic piece of art, It feels like im missing something so vital in this life something i can not gain or lose completely overnight The silence seems so awkward and the emptiness fills my soul but death and depression just seem to be my role Confusing the days that are yet to come with days sealed in fate predicting the unpredicted with a death wish without a date Suicide plaguing my memories completely eroding my thoughts, and out of all this suffering im worried if its you i hurt Why do i feel like im bleeding and drowning in my tears why am i left dreaming so long to dissapear im entering my extinction and screaming inside my mind Im crawling through this space which darkness has come to confide
but you leave me so eroding (everyday im left eroding)
you leave me through the night (and every night the same)
this hatred you keep provoking (and everynight im left to cry)
seems too make it right (trying not to slit my vain)
when will my heart stop hating (how can you just let me)
stop wishing it all away (let me crawl with no relief)
without us still debating (leaving so close to my restriction)
(and trying to go by your belief) I can only count the days
